(From left: Ray Caspio, Lauren Joy Fraley and Sarah Moore)
We’ve
all experienced that weird feeling when our car zips over a small rise in the
road and our stomach floats and then starts to fall. It’s kinda fun, if it
lasts for a second or two.
But
when we experience the death of someone close, that feeling of gut-fall and
disconnectedness lasts for hours, days, months. Years. And that’s not much fun
at all.
In
the interesting and always challenging play Black
Cat Lost by Erin Courtney, now being produced by the Theater Ninjas, that
feeling is expressed in a multitude of overlapping and intersecting moments.
Structured
around Zen death poems (written by audience members as they enter, or provided
by the cast), the extremely non-linear play both obsesses and frolics around all the ways we try to
engage, and mostly avoid, such monumental loss.
What’s
a Zen death poem? Well, it’s usually short, three lines, but not a haiku. Such
as: “Forever…/I pass as all things do/Dew on the grass.” It tries to engage the
mind just before death which, you know, could be any time for any one of us.
Sure,
you can make fun of this stuff. If you just read the last five words of the
above poem, it’s a Third Grade thigh slapper: “…do/Dew on the grass.”
But
there are telling thoughts in Courtney’s piece. In one vignette, a woman
relates how she visited her young son’s elementary school class and observed
him, through a window. struggling with his nap-time blanket. She notes, “Is
this how death feels? To see the complexities and not be able to act?”
You
may find moments that resonate with you; there are plenty of them.
This
play is paired with The Refrain, a
brief work devised by Jeremy Paul, the director of both plays. It also deals
with loss in a similar overlapping, sensory manner.
The
performers—Tania Benites, Ray Caspio, Lauren Joy Fraley and Sarah Moore—deliver
crisp, sometimes amusing and often intriguing turns that include some singing
and dancing (or at least movement).
The
take-away from this hour-long production is a window into how we all experience
life and loss. Remembering little, understanding less, but still willing to
fight the good fight.
Note:
This production is being staged at three different venues, so if you plan to go
be sure you have the right place and the right day. For details, go to
theaterninjas.com
Black
Cat Lost
Through
Nov. 9 produced by Theater Ninjas at various locations. Details at: www.theaterninjas.com